Still wishing you were here by my side..
Wanting to call you, to text you, to see you so badly...
But I've to endure.. I need to have perseverance...
I know I'll get through this someday, I know I can do it.
We were a couple that people would envy, now.. it's 'used to' envy..
We had many happy memories, I'm sure that they're more than sad ones...
There were so many plans that we had planned for the future..
So many outings, vacation, celebrations....
Now it's all gone...
We had never thought that we would come to an end..
A day that there's no 'us', no more 'ours'...
We used to believe in forever.. Forever was a lie..
Fate brought us together, but we were just not meant to be..
I'm left with an empty shell now...
I didn't expect our love to be so vulnerable, so easily torn apart..
Sometimes, just all of a sudden, images of you,
memories of us just flashes in my mind,
or thinking that I might be doing this with you now....
My eyes would just fill up with tears,
sometimes I'd just let them roll down my cheeks..
Sometimes they'd just go back to where they came from..
We were happy, but, we will be happier after this, right?
Pictures are deceiving, behind that smile, what would you see?
I'm trying very hard, very hard to get through this pain..
If I can go back to 2yrs 4mths ago, would I still choose to fall in love with you ?
Yes, I will.
I loved this relationship that we used to have,
now they'd be part of me, my best memories..
